Thursday, May 19, 2011

Hello? Is Anyone Out There?

I was just wondering if anyone is out there?  Does anyone really read my rants and raves about my life and the universe?  Should I be writing about my kids and husband more? 

I REALLY want some feed back from some people my age. 28 yrs and up. I am 31. Can you believe that?  31!!!!  I feel like I am 18 inside still.  Only with a body of a 70 year old. Yuck.

Right now, my back is killing me, my period came early, my kids have been sick all week and the chances of going to yoga are getting slimmer and slimmer. 

The thought occurred to me yesterday as I was making the calendar for the summer time events that I may never get up to the yoga studio.  I don't feel defeated, just swamped with the kids activities.

How do I make time for myself? 

Before I started the calendar I was thinking of some things that I used to do that I loved and how I would like to get back into them. 
Singing, Writing, Volleyball and Softball.

I have found my new love of yoga and I am finally being able to mix in my life a little, but how in the world would I mix volleyball in there.  Let alone be able to afford to pay to be on a league.

Blah blah blah blah blah.

So I have had some good things happen lately. 

I have been communicating a little more with my sister and I hope that she is feeling better about life in general after our talks. I hope and desire that our conversations will be daily and she will move back to Texas very soon.  Her roots are here. 

I have a good friend/neighbor that is of like mind and I believe that I might be past the doubt and fear of talking to her when I feel the desire to discuss the finer, spiritual things in life. 

Also, I made a good connection ,and hopefully a friend, that has aided me in perusing my education in Light Work.

Lastly, I am hoping to get involved in a babysitting co-op that is still in making for the yoga studio that I attend.  I am anxious to get started because childcare is the biggest bump in the road to continuing my yoga practice with the wonderful people of my community.

In addition, I was thinking of joining the school's PTO or PTA. (I am wrinkling my nose a little).  I just feel the need to be involved in the community in every level that I possibly can.

I have so many plans and visions, but I am only one person and there is only 24 hours in a day. Plus I don't have that much energy or resources. Yikes!!  I don't think that I am that organized either. LOL

Anyhow, please people give me some feedback. Talk to me.  I don't care who you are or where you are at in the world.  Talk to me.

May your day be blessed with the Love of Yahweh.

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