Where is the Balance?

Starting last night I have had an array of emotions and feelings and I can't quite shake it.  I felt hopelessness for my yearning to grow in my newly found love for yoga.  This hopelessness spread into the other aspects of my desire to grow in my abilities to practice massage, energy healing work and the ability to see and know things that aren't tangible in the physical.  There is a feeling of being trapped in my home life and lack of money to pay for classes and sessions.  I am trying to be where I am and just be there, but I feel the comfortable push to step forward and use my love and abilities for healing myself and others.  A friend of mine said that this is normal and it's just because I am in this stage of life that I have to be in this part of my life as a wife and mother first.  It is taking every breath and every ounce of energy I have to stay focused at home.  I am constantly searching, writing and praying about what is to come and how I need to prepare my spirit and my childrens spirits.  I have an overwhelming desire to share with others about what my Creator is telling me, especially my family.  My children are young and it is hard for them to understand, but the rest is just like trying to share with a brick wall about the awesomeness of the Creator.
There is a balance, I just don't know where. I am so frustrated with all the distractions from what I KNOW to be true in my Being.