Happy Fourth of July!!
I am infinitely grateful for America's Independence and Freedom as our Founding Fathers so dreamed of and planned. I celebrate this Ideal along with the men and woman that fought and sacrificed so graciously for.
It is a gloriously hot morning in here in Texas. The heat is ever so oppressive here and it brings the worst out of me and the kids. Thank God for the pool!! The kids and I will be staying in the pool and under the comfort of the air conditioning with immense gratitude for my husbands hard work to make the money to pay for the outrageous electricity bill!! :)
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So this is where I am going to change gears a bit and talk about some things that have been on my mind. (I am shifting out of reverse gear and going into first gear. Gotta back the car up to get out the parking space.)
Foremost, I started this blog with high hopes of sharing with people of like mind. I am not sure how that is working out. I try to put this blog out there publicly with as much searchable possibilities as my tech retarded mind will allow me. :) In addition to sharing, I had a selfish reason as well. I wanted feedback, comments, and conversations. I didn't care who is was from.... I just wanted to hear something, from anyone, about what they thought was happening in their lives compared to mine. They could cuss me, praise me, uplift me or tear me down. I just want to hear from others. Except for a very very select few, this is NOT happening.
I do realize that I am not of what people consider "normal". I believe that people are afraid to tell what they really think or perhaps (because of the blog's weird content), they don't even know what to say. All of this I understand. However still, it would cool to get an anonymous message that says, "WTF?, what are you smoking?" or "You are going to die and go to Hell. Jesus saves." or "Right on, sister!"....or even "Ummm...?????...I don't even know how to reply to that...there are no words to express my confusion."
Anyhow. It is what it is and I will continue to write regardless.
So now that we are out of first gear...I will shift into second gear.
I have experienced some very odd and painful things in past week. I am reluctant to talk about them with great detail, but I feel the need. If you are reading this and you want to know more details, I will be very happy to share them with you in a private message or whatever.
So to start off, I have been having massive headaches. The are behind my eyes with great pressure to point that I cant stand to even open them...let alone read, watch TV or look at the computer screen for more than a few minutes. In the past week, I have had a least three instances of these headaches that have lasted for more than 6 hours. At first I thought it was allergies. So I went to the doctor and refilled my allergy medications. This didn't help and no amount of ibuprofen, acetaminophen or naproxen have even touched the pain. I really don't like to take allergy medication because I believe that they numb my "sixth sense" (to put it lightly). But you do what you have to do. Plus I already take medications for Manic Depressive Disorder, ADD, and Anxiety, which already numb my gift that The Creator has given me. Thus, I hate to numb it even further. I would love to get off the medications, but I have a great fear of not being able to handle all the Universes messages and the Earth's energy to the point that I might go completely insane. And I know what you might be thinking at this point..."damn...you need to check yourself into the Nut House"....or "damn, you have more problems than Depression and Anxiety". All I have to say to that is...Have you ever heard of an Indigo Child, Rainbow Child, etc? That's me. I am not completely of this Earth. I am more and I remember things of my spirit that was before my birth in to my incarnate body/mind/soul complex.
So with all this said, it brings me back to my headaches. I have been working with a certain individual in hopes of The Creator healing his/her aliments and changing some incorrect belief systems. The Creator revealed to me some extremely heavy things about this person and when I shared them there was much resistance and fear. To be expected, right? Anyhow, that is when the headaches started. In addition to do doing remote prayers and requests for healings with this person, I was able to meet with this person in the physical and do a few sessions. They were promising and at the time an overall good experience for both parties. And so while in the presence of this person, I kept thinking that I had to get away from them. Yesterday, the headaches where so intense, I couldn't get out of bed. I spent all day and night in bed. Today, I am fine. A bit irritated, but I think that is because my kids are fighting. LOL. So I suppose what I am trying to get at is...can a person's aliments and spiritual baggage be that intoxicating for me? Why can't I protect myself from this? Is this empathy? Or is this the way The Creator works through me? Or is the headaches just the Texas heat and humidity?
In addition to the headaches, when I think that they might be subsiding, I experience severe melancholy along with intense realizations about the people around me or that have been around me during the day. I do believe that The Creator is telling me the truth about them. And just so you know, I asked for it. I asked The Creator for truth. (My Theta Friends will know what I am talking about). As you know, I can't go into detail about these things for pure respect of these people, not to mention Love for them as well.
Now I have to shift into third gear. I had many other things that I wanted to talk about, but my mother just brought some pictures over to show me...and now I am showing them to you because they are so very exciting. (Remind me later to tell the story about my son seeing his "true self" and his "angel")
These pictures are of my son and my daughter. All were taken in the last week.
You can judge for yourself, but I know what I see.
Please, please, leave "comments" on my blog page and tell me what you see.
I am infinitely grateful for America's Independence and Freedom as our Founding Fathers so dreamed of and planned. I celebrate this Ideal along with the men and woman that fought and sacrificed so graciously for.
It is a gloriously hot morning in here in Texas. The heat is ever so oppressive here and it brings the worst out of me and the kids. Thank God for the pool!! The kids and I will be staying in the pool and under the comfort of the air conditioning with immense gratitude for my husbands hard work to make the money to pay for the outrageous electricity bill!! :)
****
So this is where I am going to change gears a bit and talk about some things that have been on my mind. (I am shifting out of reverse gear and going into first gear. Gotta back the car up to get out the parking space.)
Foremost, I started this blog with high hopes of sharing with people of like mind. I am not sure how that is working out. I try to put this blog out there publicly with as much searchable possibilities as my tech retarded mind will allow me. :) In addition to sharing, I had a selfish reason as well. I wanted feedback, comments, and conversations. I didn't care who is was from.... I just wanted to hear something, from anyone, about what they thought was happening in their lives compared to mine. They could cuss me, praise me, uplift me or tear me down. I just want to hear from others. Except for a very very select few, this is NOT happening.
I do realize that I am not of what people consider "normal". I believe that people are afraid to tell what they really think or perhaps (because of the blog's weird content), they don't even know what to say. All of this I understand. However still, it would cool to get an anonymous message that says, "WTF?, what are you smoking?" or "You are going to die and go to Hell. Jesus saves." or "Right on, sister!"....or even "Ummm...?????...I don't even know how to reply to that...there are no words to express my confusion."
Anyhow. It is what it is and I will continue to write regardless.
So now that we are out of first gear...I will shift into second gear.
I have experienced some very odd and painful things in past week. I am reluctant to talk about them with great detail, but I feel the need. If you are reading this and you want to know more details, I will be very happy to share them with you in a private message or whatever.
So to start off, I have been having massive headaches. The are behind my eyes with great pressure to point that I cant stand to even open them...let alone read, watch TV or look at the computer screen for more than a few minutes. In the past week, I have had a least three instances of these headaches that have lasted for more than 6 hours. At first I thought it was allergies. So I went to the doctor and refilled my allergy medications. This didn't help and no amount of ibuprofen, acetaminophen or naproxen have even touched the pain. I really don't like to take allergy medication because I believe that they numb my "sixth sense" (to put it lightly). But you do what you have to do. Plus I already take medications for Manic Depressive Disorder, ADD, and Anxiety, which already numb my gift that The Creator has given me. Thus, I hate to numb it even further. I would love to get off the medications, but I have a great fear of not being able to handle all the Universes messages and the Earth's energy to the point that I might go completely insane. And I know what you might be thinking at this point..."damn...you need to check yourself into the Nut House"....or "damn, you have more problems than Depression and Anxiety". All I have to say to that is...Have you ever heard of an Indigo Child, Rainbow Child, etc? That's me. I am not completely of this Earth. I am more and I remember things of my spirit that was before my birth in to my incarnate body/mind/soul complex.
So with all this said, it brings me back to my headaches. I have been working with a certain individual in hopes of The Creator healing his/her aliments and changing some incorrect belief systems. The Creator revealed to me some extremely heavy things about this person and when I shared them there was much resistance and fear. To be expected, right? Anyhow, that is when the headaches started. In addition to do doing remote prayers and requests for healings with this person, I was able to meet with this person in the physical and do a few sessions. They were promising and at the time an overall good experience for both parties. And so while in the presence of this person, I kept thinking that I had to get away from them. Yesterday, the headaches where so intense, I couldn't get out of bed. I spent all day and night in bed. Today, I am fine. A bit irritated, but I think that is because my kids are fighting. LOL. So I suppose what I am trying to get at is...can a person's aliments and spiritual baggage be that intoxicating for me? Why can't I protect myself from this? Is this empathy? Or is this the way The Creator works through me? Or is the headaches just the Texas heat and humidity?
In addition to the headaches, when I think that they might be subsiding, I experience severe melancholy along with intense realizations about the people around me or that have been around me during the day. I do believe that The Creator is telling me the truth about them. And just so you know, I asked for it. I asked The Creator for truth. (My Theta Friends will know what I am talking about). As you know, I can't go into detail about these things for pure respect of these people, not to mention Love for them as well.
Now I have to shift into third gear. I had many other things that I wanted to talk about, but my mother just brought some pictures over to show me...and now I am showing them to you because they are so very exciting. (Remind me later to tell the story about my son seeing his "true self" and his "angel")
These pictures are of my son and my daughter. All were taken in the last week.
You can judge for yourself, but I know what I see.
Please, please, leave "comments" on my blog page and tell me what you see.
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