My sister has been visiting for the holiday weekend and all is well.
I have been anxious to share all my new found "isms" with her in hopes that my joy is contagious. I think that the lesson I am learning in this area is that each person is so different. You know the saying, "To each his own."
However, we did some simple stretching and yoga together and she responded well. It pleased me.
Today is humid and hot. I find that the hot weather brings out irritation in me. I don't like that side of myself. I don't know what else to say about that.
The girls are out of school now and my son will be done next Friday. I am looking forward to the summer break with the hopes of sleeping a little later, not being rushed about to meet a time schedule and hopefully doing some fun things with the kids.
I have been in a bit of a dry spot spiritually, but I think that is the way it's suppose to be. The past couple of months have been so intense in learning and growing that it is only proper to have some time to let it sink in. I have notice huge changes in every area of my life....well...except I still don't want to wash the dishes. :)
I seem to have a little more patience. Time doesn't seem to be as pressing. I am stopping to enjoy the view, smell the breeze, stare at the window and appreciate the Earth around me.
We have had many thunderstorms lately and I have fully taken advantage of enjoying them at every moment that I can give them.
I have noticed that my house plants are healthier and blooming.
My gift of seeing aura's is advancing slightly with the help of book that a friend gave me and of course with lots of prayer and mediation.
My husband is noticing the changes. He has verbalized that to me. However I am not sure if he likes it because I have tended to be a little more quiet. I am choosing to speak less when I am fully aware of the need for silence. I am not sure that he understands that, because I have always been quite the talker.
Lastly, I have been remembering so things from my late teens and early 20's. Granted I did many many drugs at that point in my life, however I am remember certain "opinions" and auras that I experienced and idea that I just new were really reality.
For example: Long story, short...I was with a guy that I was in love with. We referred to each other as "companions" instead of boyfriend and girlfriend. He was a very insightful individual, however confused. As was I. Things had been getting weird because we weren't communicating with each other ...
One night he came by early in morning or late at night, however you want to see it. I won't tell you what our poison of choice was that night, but he talked me into going over to someone's house that he knew and said he would like all of us to hang out and meet. Her name was Sarah.
As I was sitting with four or five other people and we were just talking and smoking, I felt my body retract into a corner and I begin to see my companion and Sarah talk and exchange looks from my point of view as a fly on the wall....then I saw their aura's.
They melted together and exchanged loving light back and forth like a lava lamp of misty pinks and blues and yellows. They were in love. I knew it in my heart. I had never experienced anything like that, nor have I ever again. I know now that what I experienced was real. It wasn't a hallucination. I didn't think that then, and I don't think that now.
As I continue to go through my old journals and remember certain small experiences I remember seeing others auras. Usually that is why I would write about that particular person.
That is how I met my first husband. He was the only person in the room that I could see his aura. His aura was red and orange. I wasn't on any drugs at that moment in my life. I wish that I wouldn't have known more about the colors and blockages that I saw in him that day. Perhaps I wouldn't have married him. Ha! :)
Another person that is forever attached to my soul is Brandon. I met him at massage school and the first time I saw him, his aura was shining. He taught me many things about myself. I miss him terribly.
There are many, many more examples...but I don't have the time to write about them.
Tomorrow perhaps.
Be blessed today in Love and Light of the Infinite Creator of The Universe.
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