After the death of my friend, I posted many things about him and our friendship.
I did all this with good intentions and with no specific person in mind.
I just wanted to write about him and tell about all the joy he brought to me.
It has brought many good people in my life, that I wouldn't have otherwise have had a chance to meet.
However, it has brought some negative in my life.
The Light always out weighs the darkness, but when being faced with something that I would not choose to let in my world; I have to make a choice to do something with it or let it go.
So I am choosing both.
I have many hateful comments about my posts that have brought to my attention that my words are hurting some other people that aren't part of my life, but were a part of Chad's.
I DO NOT wish ill will upon anyone for any reason.
So what I have decided to do is take down the posts about my friend.
I will save them for me, and for me only.
After all, that is why I write... for me.
I will be leaving up the posts about my dear friend for a few more days, just in case someone might want to read them again and save them for their memories.
After that I will take them down.
To those that have been hurt from my words. I am sorry that you are hurting. I am sorry for the untimely death of Chad. I still have no regrets and I meant every word I said, however "one sided" it might seem to you. You might want to read some about grieving to understand your feelings and what your body and higher self is working through. You can do that by clicking here. There are seven stages of grieving, and I believe that you are in the "anger and bargaining" stage. And that is ok. It is normal and natural and you should go through all the steps. The important thing is that you stay AWARE. Be kind to yourself. If reading my blog doesn't help you grieve, then please DO NOT. Surround yourself with Love and Kindness. Surround yourself with "healing" things that lift you up. And if my blog doesn't lift you up then please DO NOT read it. I mean this from every fiber of Being and from the bottom of my Heart with Love.
I did all this with good intentions and with no specific person in mind.
I just wanted to write about him and tell about all the joy he brought to me.
It has brought many good people in my life, that I wouldn't have otherwise have had a chance to meet.
However, it has brought some negative in my life.
The Light always out weighs the darkness, but when being faced with something that I would not choose to let in my world; I have to make a choice to do something with it or let it go.
So I am choosing both.
I have many hateful comments about my posts that have brought to my attention that my words are hurting some other people that aren't part of my life, but were a part of Chad's.
I DO NOT wish ill will upon anyone for any reason.
So what I have decided to do is take down the posts about my friend.
I will save them for me, and for me only.
After all, that is why I write... for me.
I will be leaving up the posts about my dear friend for a few more days, just in case someone might want to read them again and save them for their memories.
After that I will take them down.
To those that have been hurt from my words. I am sorry that you are hurting. I am sorry for the untimely death of Chad. I still have no regrets and I meant every word I said, however "one sided" it might seem to you. You might want to read some about grieving to understand your feelings and what your body and higher self is working through. You can do that by clicking here. There are seven stages of grieving, and I believe that you are in the "anger and bargaining" stage. And that is ok. It is normal and natural and you should go through all the steps. The important thing is that you stay AWARE. Be kind to yourself. If reading my blog doesn't help you grieve, then please DO NOT. Surround yourself with Love and Kindness. Surround yourself with "healing" things that lift you up. And if my blog doesn't lift you up then please DO NOT read it. I mean this from every fiber of Being and from the bottom of my Heart with Love.
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