Break The Silence

I haven't written in awhile for many reasons.....the most important one being that I have had a very strong sense to be silent.

So to break the silence I will say, HAPPY NEW YEAR.

It is the long awaited year of 2012.....

I have many beliefs about what might happen this year, however nothing scares me and one thing is for certain, there is no such thing as a permanent end to existence.

I am excited for many things to expanded and grow in my personal life, in addition to many things dissolving and leaving room for the new. Please keep this thought in your meditations and prayers for me.

With this said, I ask for all my Light Worker brothers and sisters to lift me up in the best and highest way in the Creator's Love and Light as I move forward into a new Being. If you desire me to do this for you as well, contact me.  This is my purpose on the Earth. Remember we are all ONE.

The words for 2012 are Freedom and Peace. In addition to these words....the mantra for this year is to "BREAK THE SILENCE".

Wake up brothers and sisters and claim the universe for yourself and be One with our Almighty Creator.  Put aside FEAR and speak YOUR TRUTH.

"BREAK THE SILENCE"

Mending The Whole

Independence, Headaches, Orbs and Auras

Happy Fourth of July!!

I am infinitely grateful for America's Independence and Freedom as our Founding Fathers so dreamed of and planned. I celebrate this Ideal along with the men and woman that fought and sacrificed so graciously for.

It is a gloriously hot morning in here in Texas. The heat is ever so oppressive here and it brings the worst out of me and the kids.  Thank God for the pool!! The kids and I will be staying in the pool and under the comfort of the air conditioning with immense gratitude for my husbands hard work to make the money to pay for the outrageous electricity bill!! :)

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So this is where I am going to change gears a bit and talk about some things that have been on my mind. (I am shifting out of reverse gear and going into first gear. Gotta back the car up to get out the parking space.)

Foremost, I started this blog with high hopes of sharing with people of like mind.  I am not sure how that is working out.  I try to put this blog out there publicly with as much searchable possibilities as my tech retarded mind will allow me. :) In addition to sharing, I had a selfish reason as well.  I wanted feedback, comments, and conversations.  I didn't care who is was from.... I just wanted to hear something, from anyone, about what they thought was happening in their lives compared to mine.  They could cuss me, praise me, uplift me or tear me down.  I just want to hear from others.  Except for a very very select few, this is NOT happening.
I do realize that I am not of what people consider "normal".  I believe that people are afraid to tell what they really think or perhaps (because of the blog's weird content), they don't even know what to say.  All of this I understand.  However still, it would cool to get an anonymous message that says, "WTF?, what are you smoking?" or "You are going to die and go to Hell. Jesus saves." or "Right on, sister!"....or even "Ummm...?????...I don't even know how to reply to that...there are no words to express my confusion."
Anyhow. It is what it is and I will continue to write regardless.

So now that we are out of first gear...I will shift into second gear.
I have experienced some very  odd and painful things in past week.  I am reluctant to talk about them with great detail, but I feel the need.  If you are reading this and you want to know more details, I will be very happy to share them with you in a private message or whatever.
So to start off, I have been having massive headaches. The are behind my eyes with great pressure to point that I cant stand to even open them...let alone read, watch TV or look at the computer screen for more than a few minutes.  In the past week, I have had a least three instances of these headaches that have lasted for more than 6 hours.  At first I thought it was allergies. So I went to the doctor and refilled my allergy medications.  This didn't help and no amount of ibuprofen, acetaminophen or naproxen have even touched the pain.  I really don't like to take allergy medication because I believe that they numb my "sixth sense" (to put it lightly).  But you do what you have to do.  Plus I already take medications for Manic Depressive Disorder, ADD, and Anxiety, which already numb my gift that The Creator has given me.  Thus, I hate to numb it even further. I would love to get off the medications, but I have a great fear of not being able to handle all the Universes messages and the Earth's energy to the point that I might go completely insane. And I know what you might be thinking at this point..."damn...you need to check yourself into the Nut House"....or "damn, you have more problems than Depression and Anxiety".  All I have to say to that is...Have you ever heard of an Indigo Child, Rainbow Child, etc?  That's me.  I am not completely of this Earth.  I am more and I remember things of my spirit that was before my birth in to my incarnate body/mind/soul complex.
So with all this said, it brings me back to my headaches.  I have been working with a certain individual in hopes of The Creator healing his/her aliments and changing some incorrect belief systems.  The Creator revealed to me some extremely heavy things about this person and when I shared them there was much resistance and fear. To be expected, right?  Anyhow, that is when the headaches started.  In addition to do doing remote prayers and requests for healings with this person, I was able to meet with this person in the physical and do a few sessions.  They were promising and at the time an overall good experience for both parties. And so while in the presence of this person, I kept thinking that I had to get away from them.  Yesterday, the headaches where so intense, I couldn't get out of bed.  I spent all day and night in bed.  Today, I am fine. A bit irritated, but I think that is because my kids are fighting. LOL.  So I suppose what I am trying to get at is...can a person's aliments and spiritual baggage be that intoxicating for me?  Why can't I protect myself from this?  Is this empathy? Or is this the way The Creator works through me?  Or is the headaches just the Texas heat and humidity?
In addition to the headaches, when I think that they might be subsiding, I experience severe melancholy along with intense realizations about the people around me or that have been around me during the day. I do believe that The Creator is telling me the truth about them.  And just so you know, I asked for it. I asked The Creator for truth. (My Theta Friends will know what I am talking about).  As you know, I can't go into detail about these things for pure respect of these people, not to mention Love for them as well.

Now I have to shift into third gear.  I had many other things that I wanted to talk about, but my mother just brought some pictures over to show me...and now I am showing them to you because they are so very exciting. (Remind me later to tell the story about my son seeing his "true self" and his "angel")
These pictures are of my son and my daughter.  All were taken in the last week.
You can judge for yourself, but I know what I see.
Please, please, leave "comments" on my blog page and tell me what you see.

The Theta Wave Rocks My World

I don't even know where to start....I have neglected sharing my thoughts and such on my blog for fear of judgement. I think that I am over that now.


First of all, I finished a Theta Healing Class this weekend. I am now certified to practice this and I am eager to get started. 


It was good and wonderful in every way imaginable, however exhausting.  Many questions were answered for me that I have been wondering.
To explain a little...
"ThetaHealing® is a technique that focuses on thought and prayer. ThetaHealing® teaches how to put to use our natural intuition, relying upon unconditional love of Creator Of All That Is to do the actual “work”. We believe by changing your brain wave cycle to include the “Theta” state, you can actually watch the Creator Of All That Is create instantaneous physical and emotional healing."
http://www.thetahealing.com/about-thetahealing.html


To back up a little bit...
On April 23, 2011, I attended a Vinyasa Flow Yoga Class that included Guided Meditation and Vibration Healing. It was lead my Moses from the Green Bus Project.  It was very powerful and insightful. I wept at the end of class as I lay in my Child's Pose. It was a good cry, with tears of Healing and Goodness for All that there Is in my Life.
However in reflection, I had some questions and realizations:
- Where I am from, in respects to fourth Light Density?
- How will I know? Where would I get this information?
- I am a Healer that is in the self Healing stage.
- My children are distractions to my Healing.  This statement is false.  How do I overcome this illusion?
- I am a vessel of Love and Purity detoxing from Sorrow.
- Until I detox and my Healing is complete, will I be able to use my full Healing potential for Others?
- How do I overcome genetic illusions and distortions in order to Heal Self and Others?


Every question was answered in this weekend's certification for Theta Healing.
So...
I know how to get the information about my Soul in It's Fourth Light Density before I manifested on Earth.  However, I haven't asked The Creator and I have decided that I am not ready to. This information is not necessary in aiding my Being in growth at this point.


Yes, I am a Healer in the Self Healing stage, however, Life is a long journey of Healings and Enlightenment's and this fact isn't a set back in relation to My Higher Self's Purpose. In other words, I can put my problems aside and connect with The Creator in a more efficient way to aid Other's in accepting the Healing that God has for them.


I am a Vessel of Love and Purity that is no longer detoxing from Sorrow. This has been resolved.


Through what I have learned this past weekend in this class, I have been given the Tools to overcome false beliefs, illusions and distortions on the core level, genetic level, history level and Soul level.


I am excited about what the future holds and I made some incredible new friends that are kindred spirits.  I am no longer afraid to share my Gifts, Visions and Aspirations with whomever comes my way.


I have confidence in my Intuition and I will no longer brush it off as my imagination.  The Creator has told me loudly that it is His/Her Voice and to humble myself and be happy in The Light Of All That Is. Everything is so much easier in this Light and makes much more sense.

Here are some science facts about brain waves.  Keep in mind Theta Healing and how prayer, meditation and science fact inter-twine. Aren't our bodies totally awesome!!?

The four types of brain waves

Beta waves (15-30 oscillations (or waves) per second (Hz)). This is the brain rhythm in the normal wakeful state associated with thinking, conscious problem solving and active attention directed towards the outer world. You are most likely in the "beta state" while you are reading this.

Alpha waves (9-14 Hz). When you are truly relaxed, your brain activity slows from the rapid patterns of beta into the more gentle waves of alpha. Fresh creative energy begins to flow, fears vanish and you experience a liberating sense of peace and well-being. The "alpha state" is where meditation starts and you begin to access the wealth of creativity that lies just below our conscious awareness. It is the gateway that leads into deeper states of consciousness.

Theta waves (4-8 Hz). Going deeper into relaxation and meditation, you enter the "theta state" where brain activity slows almost to the point of sleep. Theta brings forward heightened receptivity, flashes of dreamlike imagery, inspiration, and,sometimes, your long-forgotten memories. It can also give you a sensation of "floating".

Theta is one of the more elusive and extraordinary realms we can explore. It is also known as the twilight state which we normally only experience fleetingly as we rise up out of the depths of delta upon waking, or drifting off to sleep. In theta, we are in a waking dream, and we are receptive to information beyond our normal conscious awareness. Some people believe that theta meditation awakens intuition and other extrasensory perception skills.

Delta waves (1-3 Hz). This slowest of brainwave activity is found during deep, dreamless sleep. It is also sometimes found in very experienced meditators.

A Vision

I wanted to share with you briefly something that has been on my heart/soul/mind complex.


A friend gave me a simple meditation to do several weeks ago. During my mediations the majority of the time I travel to my women's healing group. 


I see all the women in a circle and I am walking behind them and placing my hands on their shoulders as they are sitting with eyes closed. 


As we breath together we radiate blue and white light. 


All of us together at the same time.


I have seen this light in my hands, literally, after my meditations or after I pray. 


I think that I am suppose to share this with the girls. 


I can't pawn this off to my imagination or wishful thinking.

There are other women, too. I don't recognize some of them. A few are young faces. Younger than me.